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Name: Mel
Gender: Female
Interests: lots of things
Expertise: i'll surprise you... shh! itz a secret! although my skillz are never limited
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/27/2003
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| I love him. Today I learned he's leaving early November to train in Northern Virginia. Train as in shoot guns and get ready to kill. He might be leaving for Iraq. This is really devestating. I dont want him to go. His name got put into a special lottery. He may or may not go, but he's training anyway. He told me that he's killed before. I asked him if it affected him. He said "Yeah" and "that's why he got the puppy" (Sam aka Samantha). I'm so sad. Just when I can start making time for him, now he's being taken away from me. WTF... I've been so happy. We'd make one another so happy and complete I just know it. | | |
| Well, September has been a huge turning point in my life. The person I trusted the most in the world stabbed me in the back along with telling people about my life. I tried my best to keep his name in good graces but I shouldn't have; in fact I should have told the world every horrible thing he has ever done. I will not forgive him for anything. He is manipulative, a liar and a truly dilusional socially awkward young man who has no idea what love or family is. Or honor for that manner. He is indeed cutoff from my life and I have no respect or care for his mother. These two people are morons and the most selfish, cold-hearted lowlife pieces of trash. God will lead the way; I leave this in his hands. | | |
| I have the biggest crush... :( hopefully this works out!! | | |
| I've been in quite a few relationships... So many that I have harnessed the power of knowing when someone is going to tell me 'I love you'. I've been 'dating' new David since the end of March. Our relationship isn't typical mainly due to the fact that we hardly see one another because we are both always so busy. He's handsome and together. I looove looove looove his dog Samantha. She's such a sweetie. I think she's a golden retriever. She is the blondest and most beautiful dog I have ever laid eyes upon besides old David's doggies Auggie and Alex (golden retriever mix?). On top of her being so athletic and sweet! <3 Anyways, I went to see new David. Before hand, I knew in my heart that he was going to tell me he loved me. And then he did. I was too shocked at being right about what I already knew was going to happen that it left me speechless. All I could do was stare at him and hug him really tight. The funny thing is, I really do love new David, but I have so much doom and gloom in my heart that I don't want to set myself up for heartache.
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| I don't exactly know how you felt about me, but I honestly fell for you hard. It took me two years to finally get over Joshua and it was you that I wanted to be with. I sabotaged this relationship. I should have made time for you, I should have treated you better. You deserve better than me. God, I was lucky to call you my boyfriend for even a few moments. It's weird. I loved you. I wasn't ready, but I admit to being an idiot. I lost a great guy.
Moment of honesty
Someone's gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now
(Drake: You should say it right now)
You ready?
Bridge:
You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
(Drake: I deserve it, I think it deserve it..Let it go)
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
(Drake: I can't take it)
Chorus-Alicia & Drake:
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
Verse 2:
I know you once said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?
If we gon' do something 'bout it
We should do it right now
(Drake: We should do it right now)
Bay, uh
Bridge:
You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
(Drake: I deserve it, I know I deserve it. Let it go)
Its becoming something that's impossible to ignore
It's what we make it
(Drake: It's what we make it)
Chorus-Alicia & Drake:
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready)
Yeah, sing...
Hook:
Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I came prepared
I'm suspended in the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me
Chorus-Alicia & Drake:
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
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